lady's sickness...

hurmmm...the story begin after finish my apk's paper...
went out from exam hall...feeling like unwell...hurmmm
then im going straight to the car, waiting for hana n lyla in..
then went back to college...then on msg with my lover...
still got sick...i cant sleep..just a nap for about a minute...
then i went down from my bed, on my lappy, and get online...
log on to my facebook..wish to play my pet society in facebook..
but when i opened it, my mark still remain da same, eventhough before it i'd already had higher mark,higher level, and better house...(only for those who are playing that game will understand)
arghhhh...tensionyer!!knp lah sengal sgt bnd ni...stupid!!!
im going crazy with this...hwaaaaaaaa.....
but what to do..i have to accept it...hurmmm...
im alone in my room..both my roomates went out...
the lighting and the storm keep fighting in the sky...i think it will going to rain..
yes it is..but i cant really sure....huhuhuh
my mind are too mess..mess with study..i've a lot of chapter+subject that i dont fully cover yet..
it makes me tense...
my bf wasn't here..he is at his hometown..having a break for abour a month..
then when he was here, i wasn't here plak...hurmm..so cmner kan..
but still can meet during weekend lah kot...
i miss him soooooooooooooo much...
how can i show it??...nothing...
i have to get through all this with a lot of patience and must be strong...
i can't let my emotion lead to my mind..really cannot do that...
if not, i will become bad, and people will start annoying me...even my bf either..
be strong QAIRAWANI!!!..............