.lost.

i've lost a lot things..
what things?

not my handphone or purse or money or laptop or whatever that can be buy. but i lost a lot of something that can't be buy.

what is it?

i'm not gonna straight away tell it here, coz i guess it will make someone else feel uneasy or something with me.

i just can share half of it.and the other half.just let me keep it.

i lost something i feel before.

i think i can the best for 'that'.and 'that can be the best for me.
i think 'that' is my only 'thing' that i can have forever and last long.
i think 'that' will not ignoring me.
i think 'that' will not go for other 'that'.
i think 'that' is my special one.
i think 'that' is the only that i can trust.
i think 'that' is my long lasting 'that'.

but i'm totally wrong.'that' is not for me.i should accept that.

'that' is going to be far from me.yes 'that' did.
and 'that' did gave me a lot of memories and lessons to learn.

and i should thankful that this happen to me so that i know that not every thing we think will going to be happen as like we plan it to be.

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